I suddenly find myself hating so many people so many things.

The classmates, the teachers, the system, the strangers, the just-mets, the family, the friends, different opinions, life, school, myself.
I'm not even pmsing.

Why are almost all the teachers so damnit fucked up? So much for "aj has good teachers" good my Fat Arse ah. Good is st.nicks, not this crap.
And why do some people just have it all? Rich, brains, looks, everything!

And i can't even donate blood 'cuz i've veins invisible to the naked eye? Or maybe i actually don't even have veins, and am already dead and all this stuff are fake and just my ohsocreative imagination. 
Bet it's all in my head that everyone around knows i exist, but actually, are living without me in their lil' happy perfect real world.


You'll probably never understand how much you irk me. Your know-it-all-ness and being such a secret snob and OPEN teacher's pet. I don't gettit, why the fuck isn't anyone seeing what i see? Are they all blind? Blind to your actions and words and everything else that disgust me senseless.
Why do everybody think you smart, pretty etc yadayada. Like seriously, you're nothing more than a fake, a two-faced liar, know-it-all, secret mugger and suck up, trying so hard to fit in, stepping on people just to reach the top & putting people down just so you'll shine. What's the point? 
I may sound like a big pot of vinegar but my conscience is clear when i say that even though my life suck balls, i would give up the world NOT to be you. Pathetic.

(No i'm not talking about anyone who knows of this blog's existence)
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Yesterday Once Again.

I'm so proud of myself :)
For finding a pretty layout, and editting a little and making it look uhhh prettier? Hahah.
Yay :)

Signed up for OCIP! :) 15days in thailand with the class bunch. Fun to death lah.
I'm quite confident that all of us will pass the stupid interview for the simplest reason that they want 60students, BUT less than 60 have signed up.
Haha. Ok cool, i wanna go build houses!!
And even though rabbit & iguana & other neighbourclass people who are like DAMNDAMNDAMN annoying, are going, IT'S OK.
36/07 will make up for their presence :)


I took about 8hours plus to finish Nineteen Minutes.
(Shankew Ho, for the recommendation heehee)

Haha it's really damn good :)

In nineteen minutes, you can mow the front lawn, color your hair, watch a third of a hockey game. In nineteen minutes, you can bake scones or get a tooth filled by a dentist; you can fold laundry for a family of five.

Nineteen minutes is how long it took the Tennessee Titans to sell out of tickets to the play-offs. It's the length of a sitcom, minus the commercials. It's the driving distance from the Vermont border to the town of Sterling, New Hampshire.

In nineteen minutes, you can order a pizza and get it delievered. You can read a story to a child or have your oil changed. You can walk a mile. You can sew a hem.

In nineteen minutes, you can stop the world, or you can just jump off it.

In nineteen minutes, you can get revenge.


A lifetime of hurt in one act of vengeance.

Ohyeah. I went to ChristTheKing for mass this morning. And they gave us some annual report thing, and there was a very interesting story innit:

Hahah second blog which is linkable>
http://strangersbyday.blogspot.com